Game On

I have not blogged in about a week because we had a death in the family so I felt that it would be in good taste to just put everything on the back burner until everything returns to normal or at least my definition of what normal is. Life is a game but it is not fair, I break the rules so I really don’t care.

@lawrenceisland1

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XpLoSiVe

Life is short enjoy it to the fullest because you never know when your time could be up, don’t take this thing for granted.

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HURT

Lord take me too another place, take me to another land help me forget all that hurts me please help me understand your plan.

@lawrenceisland1

Trapped

I live in a prison with no bars, every moment in my life is literally lived inside of my own mind, it’s almost like serving a prison sentence with no release date in sight I am sick and tired of being cripple but I am still not ready to die and doctors tell me that I have no chance of ever walking again and the scary part about that is after 27 years I am starting to believe them. I don’t want to live like this but I don’t want to give up either, it’s almost like I’m in a catch 22 I’m damned If I don’t and I’m damned if I do. That one split second 27 years ago has had a domino effect on my whole existence, crazy me I thought I would have started walking two years after my accident but it never happened. This is not a pitty party because I hate those, all I’m doing right now is letting people out there now know just what goes on in the mind of a handicap person. A normal life is not a option so we have to adjust the situation that will benefit us the best, it is called making yourself comfortable with your own situation. Some people call it manipulation but I call it surviving. 4-25-86 has left a permanent mark on my heart but all I can do is use that bruise to help others. My spinal cord broke but my wheel has only gotten stronger.